Realized guys dont like to show their teeth when they're taking pictures, so I tried not to show my teeth too! But I dont look happy at all. Much prefer showing my teeth, eeeeeee :D

This is actually my first blog post in 2012, I feel like doing my new year resolution but I just plain lazy LOL. I just dont feel like uding my brain before college starts. Let me rot few more days, then I cant be a pig anymore since alevels isn't easy for dumb ass like me. Dont worry, Im not gonna emo or cry this year. I mean I wont cry so much like I did last year. Im forever a cry baby! :( Eh wait, that can be one of my resolution, not to cry easily! Challenge accepted.

Things are quite bitchy nowadays, I mean last week of 2011. 

First, I didnt get any calls for the job. 

Second, I didnt get any calls from Inti regarding the scholarship.

Means? NO MONEY!

I was surprised that I wasn't that upset when I know I didnt get any of them. No big deal right? Just try again :D Im so positiveeeeee! I still need part time job since the goverment is not offering me any money anymore. So anyone reads this if you know where offers part time job must tell me about it okay!

Those are actually small cases. The big one is coming! Im going for checkup on sat, zeng zeng. And my mom said the report decides everything, is either I go for jan intake and everything goes with the plan, or Im going for the surgery, rest for half year, and then only go for july intake or form 6. Big decision isn't it? I tell you when my mom said this to me, I straight away ran into my room and cried like a baby till the next morning! Took me so long to accept the fact. But Im fine now, that's the best way I believe :D

Another sad story! My two swimming partner went to ns :( So I have to swim alone for 3 months. 3 monthsssssssssssssss. They probably swim at lumut LOL. And my fat ass pww, I start missing thinking about her already. How are you shit? :( I cant find a nice nice picture of me and you! Blame our gang which none of us has a nice nice camera until we cant camwhore whenever we hang out. Actually we complained about it quite alot of times but still no camera :(

Till then, bye! :D