Typical me

I realized I never talk about my own personality, trying to ignore my bitchy-ness LOL. I think alot of people out there started to beh tahan already, including my family, especially my mom. So, I'm trying to react more LOL.

I got a master in ignoring people. LOL master pulak, something like very pro la ( Omg, I speak like aunty ) Not like I want to ignore people, I ignore people withouy any notice!
Here's an example,
This happened when I was facing my netbook,
Mom: ' Eh you havent bathe, its already 12 '
Me got no reaction.
What do you expect next? Mom yelled at me la duh.
The next and best example, I think all my close friends experienced this, I ignored their texts till they sent me the 2nd msg.
For you know who you are, or whoever experienced that, I sincerely apologized to you guys, eww so formal LOL.
I dont know why I ignored, not in purpose okay. But I just always do that, especially nowadays because I'm entertained by dramassss.
Okay la, I dont know what am I talking now, mental disorder, how to study alevel OMGOMG.

Anyway, the bm undang book is still on my table, cover with dust. Exam should be on next week, which means it has so damn high posibility for me to fail! Nooooooooooooooo. TT

Anyway x2, I created twitter since two weeks ago, so follow me if you want to! I will follow you back cause I want to know you better, andddddd stalk you LOL. If you still dare to follow me, @tracynejeat, follow then! :D

Thats all for now, tata!

Next chapter of life

I can say, December is officially the worst month of the year. So many things happened out of my expectation, I can take the first one, but not the 2nd and 3rd one.

College, people are starting their college in 20 days time. I planned to start college after the results are out. But when the results are out, the intakes are april and july. April is express classes, only genius can do it, and im not. So it's july. July, 6 months later than those who are taking jan intake. And I have to work for 6 months. I really dont know how i will be by that time, I might be losing all my study mood, or forget everything I've learned during high school. How stupid I will be by that time? I dont want to feel stupid at all! I hate the feeling of being stupid. I cant be stupid. Noone expects me to be stupid. So now you should be thinking, go for jan intake then! I dont have that amount of money, neither my dad. And I said I'm not going to use a sen from my dad for my education. So if I did, means I lied for the past few months?

They are telling me that I will have more choices right after the results are out, I might be applying scholarships, or getting even better offers with the results in my hand. Thinking back on those papers, I got no confidence on my results at all. So if my results are bad, and no better offer, not even scholarships? What am I supposed to do? Form 6 will be the only choice, and I will be wearing school uniform again , cheers!

You wont know how depressed I am when dad said he dont have a sen for me to study. I cried immediately but luckily it was dark and I ran to somewhere else. I can never forget that sentence man, it's like repeating in my mind. So guys, appreciate what you have, seriously.

2 more days then I have to decide Jan or July, huge decision to make. Hope I did the right one, I dont have to have any regrets, I cant take any regrets, I got no cash for that.

There will be a xray appointment next week. That x ray is like deciding whether I should do the operation or act like normal ppl. Whether I need to carry a metal rod and 13 screws for the entire life, or jump roll fall like a normal human.

Im gonna stuck back to my korean drama for now, before I cry in front of my bro, shame!

I AM HAPPY!

HEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEE!

I'm abit crazy right now, so you can ignore this if you want. I'm in good mood so I dont mind :D Just checked my results online again, and my physics became A-! Okay I know it isn't that good, have to work harder on science subjects but I just cant make my ass move. I shall die the day before spm, EMO TT

I'm so damn stuck with thesis statement! It's just a sentence but my brain is almost burst because of that.

Urghhhh screw you, thesis!

Seminars back to back

These are taken at the astro tutor tv seminar, I was too lazy to upload them by that time. Actually there's alot more, but I just upload some la :)

Actually i got no idea why am i uploading these old pictures, I wanted to update about the inti seminar today, but we didn't camwhore today! Ah what a waste :( So I have to dig out these pictures since they are taken at seminar too, abit related right?

Soooooo, the seminar was surprisingly okay! I meant physics, not add maths. The add maths lecturer is way too gay and dramatic, which became annoying at the end.

Ohyeah I got to speak with the inti ppl there, he said spm trials result is acceptable for applying scholarships at inti college. For getting full scholarship, 8A+ is needed strictly. But but look through my result, I got 2A+ only! It's not even half of it :( Well, I have to depend on spm result now, and I dont have any confidence for it boooo :(:(

Then I thought of those people who read skema for trials, they can easily get 8A+. And so they can get full scholar isit? THIS IS SO DAMN UNFAIR! Eh hello, if I really want to read the skema before the exam, imagine how easy to get those A+, IT'S JUST MEMORIZING LIKE THE SEJARAH! Even easier than sej please, my god!

TT

I'M SUPER DUPER PISSED OFF NOW

Nothing special, it is because of my results grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

And I'm not speaking in chinese anymore!

Why?

I got a C+ for Chinese. C+ not B not A definately not D.

It's like a cow dung of my result. OMG LOOKS SO UGLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Not forgetting physics, okay i knew i did badly but still :(

I'M DYING!

Mom is gonna nag till spm starts.

I did mentioned my mom always ask me to sleep instead of study right, but she cares about my results alot, i mean crazy alot.

I cant describe how fierce she is when i tell her my bad result, she even hit me before, CHILD ABUSE!

And just now, I was so nervous cause i decided to check online, and she found out. So she wanted to see so badly, but i refused to let her to see because it was so stressful! I still can feel the pressure just now. It's like heart attack, or even worse than that!

Now she's really pissed off and bang the door for dont know how many times -.-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Life after trials

I'm supposed to clean my room, but now I'm here blogging :(
Life after trials is so not productive, blame what? Blame hk drama! Why is hk drama that addictive? It's even worse than drugs! Note to self, dont try to watch any drama before spm ends! I dont want to go for form 6 :(:(

8 episodes more, then no more hk, korean, taiwan drama! Slaps self!

vote for mr.J!

Before i off to sleep, can you guys do me a favour? :D

Go to this website, http://asia.mtvema.com/vote.

Search for Worldwide Act Asia Pacific Nominees,

Search for Jay Chou,

And press "VOTE"

In case you dont know, he's jay chou :D

Yeap, vote for Jay Chou! As you see, Big bang is one of the competitors, so as one of the jay chou fans, I have to do this. I ask you to vote for Jay chou not big bang, so dont vote the wrong one! :D

Thank you muaxxx! :D:D

Weird family

This is what my bro always complain about, and I realised it this year, when I need someone to push me to books!

When I ask my mom whether I should study or sleep,

Mom: " Aiya, just go and sleep la. Tmr only study "

When I try to study although i'm mentally plus physically tired,

Mom: " No need to study la, go and sleep "

When I study til late night ( 1am is consider late for me LOL ) ,

Mom: " Why are you still studying? Faster go and sleep "

When I'm in a rush to finish the whole syllabus,

Mom; " Just write some craps for your exam la, sleep early is more important "

Conclusion, I got no motivation to study, I got more motivation to sleep! :O

So I complained about it to my mom yesterday, by saying how my friends' parents motivate them to study,

She replied " Eh it's 12am, I have to sleep so you sleep early too okay? "

Haih!

Drama

It's 1 am now, and i'm blogging!

Big drama happened, i shall not mention anything about it here. I said what i should say, I apologized on what i did. I was wrong, I admit. Nothing to hide LOL.

I was away from home until 12am, went mamak right after tuition. I was informed that something happened on fb, but i cant update myself at mamak. ( Disadvantage for not having a wifi-phone, pfft )

And I'm finally back, I read through everything. Till I read one sentence, I was really shocked, and then pissed off.

Do you really mean that? Did you think before you wrote that? I mean, do you really mean that?

I cant imagine what is her response after seeing that. Please, dont see that! * pray really hard

T for trials

Hey people out there!

Trial is such a bitch! I'm not that kind of person who can sit and read something in a long period of time so it's really hard for me to study for trials. But I have no choice, I have to force myself to study and it's not easy at all. I'm like hyperactive kid right LOL. But leaks are flying everywhere, which means i just have to study the leaks and pray that those leaks are accurate. Thats why I still can sleep early :D I'm not that kind of person who can stay up really late or even didnt even sleep just to study, I might turn to a zombie on the next day and wet my exam papers with my saliva LOL.


First week of trials was okay, I cant find any description for it LOL. It was really tiring, I totally collapsed on friday after the sejarah papers. I want to complain about the guy who sits 210 degree clockwise from me! He is super duper mama papa distractive! I just cant concentrate my paper because of that fella okay. He just couldn't stop shaking his bloody legs OMG and all his actions OMG, like can you be abit normal. Yes he's sitting behind me but still, you will know if you try it LOL. No kidding okay. Eh wait, i dont mean tiam. I dont see tiam's legs shaking anymore, maybe he hides his shaking legs, In case you see this, eh tiam not you hahahhah! I still want to copy your answers LOL.


So my weekends, I attended the intensive classes in Efisien and it was quite okay, I think LOL. Add maths was pretty good, at least I got stuff to do instead of just listen to the teacher. And and I tried to drink coffee during the first tea break! Thats why i was awake for the entire class, miracle happened LOL. But my ears were red again, that's what i get whenever i drink coffee, cant used to it i guess. Not forgetting there was a really cute guy! I mean, mentally cute not physically please. For me he's cute cause he seriously made us laughed alot by asking teacher alot of unnecessary questions. But everyone was really pissed off and started asking whether he's coming tmr hahhaah! For sunday which is today, I was super duper late, er actually 40 minutes late to the physics class! When i woke up and saw my mom was just right beside me, and I looked at the time it was 9.15am. So i asked my mom why she didnt wake me up and she said she dont feel like waking me up from my sweet dream. *Head bangs walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. Physics class was hectic, was sooooo sleepy and forced myself to stay awake. The class is damn expensive okay, good girl like me wont waste mummy's money :D


3 weeks to go for trials, 2 months to go for spm! I cant wait for the last day of spm, most probably chinese paper. But wait, I AM SO NOT READY FOR SPM. I mau 10A+ la :( 1A- for chinese, A- is really good enough for chinese. Imagine those ppl who got A or A+ for chinese, zombie LOL.

Wish my good luck okay? :D People like me need alot of lucks!

We actually look alike right? :D

I was quite depressed when my most important friend said something like that, but the person in the picture cheered me up :)

one and only pww :')

I shall write a post for her, lets start! :D

I've known her since std1, Lick hung 1C/2001. I dont know why, for the whole year, we didnt even talk to each other, i dont even know who's that super white girl. During std 2, I dont know why again, we became best friends, maybe it's because of the height, then she used to sit next to me, or lined up behind me ( I always the shorter one pfft ) And that time was me, she and shaujin. We ate our lunch together, we ate the same thing for every lunch, we went to toilet together, etc etc.

So after primary school, shaujin went to another school and me and she came to the same school wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee, but different class boooooooooooooooooo. Fast forward to last year, finally we were in the same class jeng jeng! Not forgetting, we met shu-lyn too :)

Let the pictures flash back all the memories;

I love this picture so much cause i couldn't find any pictures older than this one. All those old pictures were in my old computer and i threw away that computer without saving all the pictures up. dumb ass!

dslr camwhore moment!

aww back to back :')

my bus sitting partner for every trip :D

laugh like ahma :O

I look so bitchy here ahhahahah!

Sleeping partner oink oink :D

jump shot partner! look at shu-lyn again HAHAHAH

cny angpau collection trip :)

What happened to my fringe? #1

what happened to my fringe #2

Another bus ride :D

Leadership camp partner :D

Awwwwww hold hands!

self timer camwhore haha!

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aiyoyo ss ah!

Finally, this is actually your birthday celebration event page picture. I edit until quite nice right? *winks

Once again, Happy birthday darling! :D

Stay pretty and hot and white and sexy and curly!

Laugh louder, hit me softer, and let down your sexy hair more often!

Bring the bag we gave you for every outings or events and wear the dress and wear the singlet and the panties and use the pencil box please! Beg you for that LOL

Love you muax muax!

p.s, i feel the advantage of facebook, almost all the pictures are from there haha.

:')

Her phone call made my birthday became not surprising, now my blog post made hers not surprising, revenge is it? WHY LA READ MY BLOG! :(

I start from the day me and shu-lyn started to plan her birthday. Since we have 2 july babies, so me and shu-lyn was planned to celebrate it together cause exam made almost all of us grounded. But plan failed because i forgot why LOL. Oh oh because our shit, pui wei wen loves to make our plan fail, biasa la! You dont know me and shu-lyn got how much headache when the plan failed. TT But jeng jeng, vanessa and gang came out with this idea which is steamboat dinner and saved the world :D

I used hours to write this and skipped my afternoon nap = eye bagsssss!

the shit card, say it's nice please!

Get ready early on that day, ss while waiting for ww hehehhhhh

At Yuen buffet steamboat dinner. Saya dan shulyn!

Cai en, another birthday girl, vanessa, wei qian

Wei qian, cai en birthday girl, wei wen birthday shit, sherlynn, vanessa, shu-lyn. Sorry for the low quality picture, my camera's fault!

Present yo! Spot the panties *winks

hahah yes, we wore the almost same pink colour tank top!

Love you darling :') You're too pretty!

This was last month, right after the second newspaper collection, after we walked the whole ss18, we headed to holiday villa HAHAH ( inside jokes), and finally we went to sunway pyramid. For what? To buy all those presents above above. We wanted to buy so many things to her, but we got budget la haha. But we managed to buy 6 things to her okay, unlike those guys, couldn't get anything for jm after 4 hours shopping tsk :p Conclusion, me and shu-lyn walked from 8am in the morning to 6pm in the evening. For who? Our darling shit :')

We bought long necklaces as our award for that day HAHA!

HEHE :D

♥